No Apology

I think it's pretty stupid how everyone expects that I should work things out with my sister. When honestly, all I did was stand up to her and its such a "crime." How can I possibly work things out with her when I'm not the ONLY one who she makes feel this way. She has a bad personality. She makes everyone feel uncomfortable. I know nobody understands this, but really, how can you live with someone if they are so uptight about everything. Our apartment in Davis doesn't give a warm nice feeling. It gives us a cold, bad, uncomfortable feeling because of her. It's not even us, how can we ALL feel that way? Housemates and I, we've never even DONE anything to my sister. She has fucking personal problems. She's seriously such a bitch. I would ask her a question, she answers me back in an attitude tone. I know the difference between attitude and "friendly." She's an asshole. She bitches and complains and makes EVERYONE feel uncomfortable. She's angry and takes her anger on everyone. She tosses people's shoes around if it's in an "unfavorable" spot where SHE wants to put her shoes. How fucking rude is that? How can it be fair if she gets to talk on the phone at night time while somebody is sleeping? Because whenever somebody calls us, we go outside to talk. She's so disrespectful to our things. I will never apologize to her because she doesn't deserve an apology. I seriously have done nothing to her. She's always fucking mad for no fucking reason. It's so annoying too.

She sets up this barrier like she doesn't want to be bothered. When we wait for the bus to go to school, usually roomates walk together and talk, but she stays far distance. When we go on the bus, she chooses a seat and doesn't want to sit next to you. So tell me, who's the one making it difficult? It's her, she's uptight. All I do is stand up to her and all of sudden it's ME that needs to work things out with her? She doesn't get anything, a person can be straight up with her and she STILL wouldn't get it. She doesn't even treat me like a big sister. Big sisters care for their little sisters. If it's anything, I think she's immature for even acting like that. Even if she doesn't like "Davis," she shouldn't be treating us or ANYONE in that way. I would never apologize to her or be the first one to talk to her. I don't care, she's not my sister to me. She's nothing unless she gets her act together and become mature about things.

Today

Today I woke up around 12pm. I don't have any classes on Tuesdays. I went on campus to the Nutrition Department and talked to an advisor. Then after that, I went inside the Science Lab Building and got some coffee. I really like White Mocha Iced. It taste so good. Then I passed by the BLC and saw you know! ahahaha. but I had nothing to ask him so I couldn't walk in. So I went to the library and did my math homework. After that I went back to my apartment to drop off my math book and I grabbed my Ochem book and went back to the library. Then I saw Tammy and all that great stuff. We went home around 9pm and that was interesting day! byee!

My Bad Anxieties

First thing's first, Happy birthday to Vu! Stop being a witto baby. You're 20 now so man up! It's okay, he already got his present. I hope you have a wonderful birthday and all your wishes come true!

Anyways, today I had a Biology midterm. I am so sad. So I have this horrible anxiety problem right before/during and sometimes after my midterms. Today I had really bad horrible one for biology. Right after my math class, I had to go take my midterm. My math class is located in Haring Hall 2205, and my examination is at SocSci 1100. And for those of you who don't know, they are so far away from each other! So I had to rush to the socsci building. I came in and I couldn't even find a seat! Because we had to sit every other seat. I'm so sad. Then I got my midterm, then I was panicking. I kept flipping through all the papers, I read the questions so fast. I didn't read them carefully. My heart was just beating so fast and I couldn't think. Gosh. I'm so sad. =( Oh well. I guess the best thing I can say is, I'll do better on my next exam? I will try to control my anxiety problems. I hate having bad anxiety problems. It just makes me so nervous and then I blank out and I can't control it.

LOL. omg my sister is so fucking funny. Guess what she did to me! Okay first, last time when we got into this "fight" she deleted me from facebook. Deleting people is so retarded. I did that before to like ONE person on MYSPACE, but that was when I was younger and besides, I don't even have a myspace anymore. so ANYWAYS, lolol Yeh she's just SO MATURE RIGHT? For an older person, she's really mature isn't she? (she's 22) So then she added me again when we were "cool" with each other. Then GUESS WHAT HAPPEN NOW? Since we are "fighting" she put me on her limit profile! LOL. She's sooo fucking funny I swear. If you guys don't know what "limit profile" is, its basically like deleting someone, but instead allowing them to see NOTHING. You're still their "Friend" but you can't see there pictures/wall post or anything. She's just such a mature person isn't she? I haven't even done anything! I just go to school, study, kdphi, and play with truffles. She probably read my blog and can't handle the truth. lol. She's ridiculous because she has personal issues. She's grumpy for no reason. So her major is psychology. How can you possibly be a psychologist if you NEED to see a psychologist yourself? She's such a nazi! LOL. i hope nobody ever have a sister like her!

Anyhoos, he's SO CUTE! you know who I'm talking about =)