A Thought.

okay, I just wrote that post but I decided I just thought of something random. I'm watching the movie with Julia Stiles and some guy, the Prince & Me. I have NO idea what's going on, but I just saw a cute scene. So her and the guy was sitting at their lab table and he takes her hand and hold it. Then she smiles and then she takes his hand and puts it under the table so nobody can see. And they hold hands under the table. How cute :)

It just reminds me of how much I miss those days. I like the beginnings of things. The falling in love. or that feeling you have you first find out that you are head over heels over some person. A person that you get all nervous and you're afraid to that you might do stupid things in front of them. Or you get happy seeing them even if it was just a "hello." or every time you see them, you try to look your best because you want to impress them. or when you think about them, you find yourself smiling. ahahaha. Those days are so memorable! I love little cute cliche things. Anyways, yeh that was just a thought I came across while watching that scene. Love is such a complicated retarded piece of shit.

Boredness

hi its late right now, well I don't know. Not that late, but fuck I've never felt so damn bored in my life! I got myself texting people and writing on peoples facebook walls! I am JUST SO BORED. Also I'm IMing people saying how bored I am. I just wish there was something interesting to do. I decided to write a blog, to show how bored I am. Summer is coming to an end. Even though I still have 1 month left, its getting closer and closer to school. Darn. This is the most boringest friday night ever!!! I can't even think of anything to write. Maybe I SHOULD just sleep? I don't know. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. I hope it's fun. I'm suppose to hang out with my girls, so yay fun for me :)

Truffles

My dog truffles doesn't eat. He likes to starve himself because he's anorexic. He thinks he's fat when really, he just has a lot of hair. I can feel his ribs when I hold him. I bet I can even break them if I squeeze them hard enough, but I won't do that! He's so cute, even though sometimes he bothers me because he's extremely attached to me. He's like my child. Cries when he's not with me, waits in front of the bathroom for me, sleeps next to my bed. he wuvs his mommysss

Work

So I'm at work right now. I'm always sitting at the computer with nothing to do. Although I do something, I'm just such a fast worker that I finish everything so damn fast. :P

I hate the middle of the month. It's when all of my bills comes to me at once. So sads.
Now my paychecks will be spent on rent and bills and what not!
boooooo.
its okay, I'm a grown woman now, I have gay responsibilities ever since I came to college.
I wish I was a spoiled brat, but sadly I'm not.

I thought this year for once I wasn't going to move. I hate moving because I probably have arthuritis or in the future I will have it. hahahaha. Well I don't know, my hands just aches really bad when I move things. Then I feel like they are so fragile and broken. hahahaha. or maybe I'm just weak. hahahaha

Yes! Can't wait to go home today. Just 1 more hour of work to kill and then I'm free. =)

feeeels gooooood with no classes what so ever :)

but work sucks.
booooooooooooooo

Random Memory Yesterday

Girl (typing on computer) : OH FUCK ME!

I looked at micah.

Micah's face.

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
I love micah's face expression when she said that. that made my night. lol

Live High

I realized that I've been friends with some people for quite awhile, but sometimes it doesn't matter about the how "long" you've been friends with someone. It matters a lot on the time you spent together, the memorable moments, the ups and down. Sometimes friendships reminds me of a being in a relationship. A different type of "love." Friendship is kind of like a second relationship.

I've had many friendships in my life. I had those friendships where I thought it'd be friends forever. Broken friendships that didn't work out. But it the end, I remain friends with the ones from the beginning and the ones that worked things out with me through the bad times. I really did for sure keep the ones I needed. Sometimes when I look back at the friendships I had in high school, I had really memorable memories. I had fun with the friendships that are now broken, but its okay, I guess it's a learning experience and we grow from it.

I love my girlfriends back home. Everytime we hang out again, they update me with the silliest stories. friends forever for sure. A friendship over 10 years. THATS LOVE <3

The other night when we went to Micah's house I ask Vilinh to come, and I'm glad Vilinh came. We sat in the backyard and catched up on "life." I was suddenly overwhelmed with an emotional feeling. You know that feeling when, you just suddenly want to tell someone how great of friend they've been? And you just feel like embracing them so hard. (maybe it was the alcohol who knows) It was just that moment for me. Even though we had our ups and down and we drifted apart, she still remained my friend! I love her alot. She's there for me as much as I am there for her. Couldn't have ask for anything more. She's so spontaneous. She's the master of drinking. The highest tolerance for a girl. I like when she laughs because her eyes look like crescent moons. (anime character) love her<3

Also this summer, I've met a couple of new people, but the funny thing is like, I'm surprise that within two weeks, we were getting drunk every weekend and hanging out just like Truc's blog "like there was no tomorrow." We're living the life every weekend. Having the fucking best time in the world! Now it feels like they've been my friend for really long. I've also gotten to know people a lot more and I would have never thought I'd laugh so hard every weekend. We'd do the most random things. Wanting to play hide and seek, sardiens, riddles, gunbound, ventrillo chat battle, beer bong, beer pong, dancing like superstars, etc etc. Gosh, this summer has been the icing on the cake. It really brought my emotions to the TOP. I never had so much fun and i like to think to myself, there's nobody in the world that I'd rather be with then the people that I've been living these wild nights with. It makes me sad that starting fall quarter everyone is going back to school. UC San Diego, so far. I have to go to back to Davis and the rest go to DeAnza or San Jose State, back to the busy schedule and no more living the life. It's okay, we still got the breaks!


I've spent this summer with the ones I ever LOVE so dearly. <3